Cosmic Lesson (34) - the hard lesson is nearly over

Mar 18 eve
Went to volunteer meet. Just found out that there is a Pre-Intro. I offered to do it. Not much hassle. Plan to use the ppt I did. I guess I will update it. Just now just watching Sadhguru's dvd brought me into meditation mode. The energy is good. I felt well rested.
Had a tot of Z. He keep on saying I looked happier when I am around him. He wanted to find evidence that I liked him. Yea, he needs certainty. Perhaps he needs it more than me. Hope he realise that he is projecting his liking for me into me liking him. Hence he sees it double.

My 52 days Saturn of Seven of Heart is over by this Sunday. What a period! Thanks for guiding me through.

Ace of Diamond Ruling card
52 Day Uranus
Eight of Heart (emotional power and charm, success with people, especially the opposite sex)
Success in spiritual study and working with groups is highlighted now. The power and charm that u r now experiencing can be applied in ur work or humanitarian endeavours with great success.

Seven of Spade
(Learning to practice faith; Z's Destiny card)
You may suddenly be confronted with ur own fears or negativity that now need correcting. Success is highly possible now if u heed the call. Exposure to spiritual wisdom and people will be a great help and could add to ur success. This is a good influence for spiritual matters.

Queen of Diamond's Destiny Card
Six of Spade (fate and karma in action, paybacks from the past in many forms)
Lack of change in business, health or etc. This card is very good for psychics or natural healers, as it bestows more of those gifts during this period. Ur own intuition will be active and available to u if u choose to become aware of it.
Things that are 'fated' often occur under the influence. By tuning in to ur most subtle tots and feelings now, u can make a strong connection to exactly what is ur life's purpose, especially as it relates to ur work and career.

Z is my Past life card.

Six of Diamond (peace at work, financial responsibility and karma, discovering one's special purpose)
Lack of change in location or type of work but ur financial sixth sense may give u some invaluable insights into ways of making more money.
Remember that u always receive exactly what u give to others and during this period, u may have to unexpectedly pay off some outstanding obligations. Give more to receive more.
By tuning in to ur most subtle tots and feelings now, u can make a strong connection to exactly what is ur life's purpose is, especially as it relates to ur work and money making enterprises.

Soul
Outer life is time spent with Z. Like he said the deal is made and we be spending more time together. I am now more secure about him. I know he is truly not a player as he doesn't do exploration, he is loyal and seek someone he can share his tots with, someone who understand him.

Inner life I would be focusing on my path as an author