Mastery is not control, but its a balance of being a human and a Being

Feb 26 Eve

Just now I did shoonya, but over shot by 15 min. I was having a great time. Father, I am high just by closing my eyes. I don't need a drink.

A New Earth
As the ego is no longer running your life, the psychological need for external security, which is illusory anyway, lessens. You are able to live with uncertainty, even enjoy it. When you become comfortable with uncertainty, infinite possibilities open up in your life. It means fear is no longer a dominant factor in what you do and no longer prevents you from taking action to initiate change.

If uncertainty is unacceptable - it turns to fear
If uncertainty is acceptable - it turns into increased aliveness, alertness and creativity.

Soul
Now uncertainty in the future is acceptable to me. I don't know what the future wit Z will be. I just know I want to make the present happy and joyful for me.

And I can see the process orientation and control in him.

A New Earth
The primary cause of unhappiness is never the situation but your thoughts abt it. Be aware as it will help u to change. If u aware of ur tots, u wil be able to recognise the voice in your head for what it is; an old tot.

Soul
Situation didn't change. But I change. The Osho transformation card said that its heaven and hell is psychological, it depends on which door I open.

A New Earth
The truth is you need to say yes to suffering before you can transcend it.

Mastery of life is not a question of control, but finding a balance between human (role u play) and Being.

Soul
Father, thank U. Finally I understood.

A New Earth
Give up defining yourself - to yourself or to others. You won't die. You will come to life. And don't be concerned with how others define you. When they define you, they are limiting themselves, so its their problem. Whenever you interact with people, don't be there primarily as a function or a role, but as a field of conscious Presence.

Soul
Yea, trying to define who I am, to assert who I am. I am glad of the Samurai Game. I am no longer afraid to lose!