A sign that "My Stories" will also bring light to others

May 7 eve
Be the Change
Roshi Joan Halifax
As difficult as it was be to present, to witness the suffering of Nanjing survivors, what bloomed in me was an even more powerful resolve to work with my own mind, my own suffering and the suffering of others.

Soul
I recalled that when I first heard about the 911 attack. I empathised with them. I told my friend that if I m raised in that condition, I can be them too.

Today, again the road was flooded, I quickly diverted and took refuge in a club house. Stayed there for one and half hour. Finally make my way home. After yesterday incident and with my car still in service centre, I was afraid.

Did my Shoonya. I was crying loads on Z. I cried that I love him but he didn't love me. Guess all my feelings was suppressed. No wonder breakout in eczema. Feels much better after the wailing. The last 2 days I received Suppression card and now released. Amen.

Suddenly occurred to me; this week Osho resolution card.

5. Resolution
Letting go
The innocent person is one who renounced fighting; no longer interested in performing, in proving that he is someone special.
To choose this card is a recognition that something is finished, something is completing. Whatever that might helped to define who u are, it is time to let go of it, allowing any sadness but not trying to hold on.

Soul
Yea. Just allowed the sadness of Z to be there. No more controlling my sadness. It is ok to be sad. I love him so. 

Got this book of Most and More from M. I had conpletely no idea of him. I just took the book as M forgot to buy me Sadhguru DVD. To my amazement, this book is on Stories. Similar to the concept of My Stories in my joyong.org website.

Most and More - mahatria Ra
I am made up of stories and I express through Avyakta, meaning the unmanifested. However, in my stories, Avyakta manifests as many Avatars to empower u to design ur own destiny of Holistic Abundance.
Let that Cosmic presence, through me, radiate the insight that u truly deserve.

Soul
A book meant for me. My own dream. I found someone offering the same tool.

Just read the first story and my first tot was mine is better. 😜
Read his second story. Quite good. 😊