Something is changing within..but not sure

May 21 aft 2

1. Issue
Conditioning
Unless u drop ur personality, u will not be able to find ur individuality. Individuality is given by existence; personality is imposed by society. 
It's time to take a look at ur own reflection in the pond, and make a move to break out of whatever u have been conditioned by others to believe about urself. Do whatever needed to wake the sleeping lion within.

2. Internal influence
Possibilities
This smallness is ur imposition upon ur freedom, upon ur unlimited possibilities, upon ur unlimited potential.
 The eagle has the overview of all possibilities contained in the landscape below, as he flies freely, naturally and effortlessly through the sky. He is really in his domain, very grand and self-contained.

This card indicates that u r at a point where a world of possibilities is open to u. Because u have grown more loving towards urself, more self-contained, u can work easily with others. Because u r relaxed and at ease, u can recognise possibilities as they present themselves. Because u r in tune with ur own nature, u understand that existence is providing u with exactly what u need.

Soul
 Yea.
I always feel like I want to fly like an eagle. Eagle normally goes in pairs Just with my partner, flying.

3. External
Fighting
By covering our wounds with armour we are preventing them from being healed. By lashing out at others, we kept ourselves from getting the love and nourishment we need. It's time to stop fighting.
Start by forgiving urself. You are worth it.

Soul
Finally with the control lifted from Burden and Outsider. I m healed and open.
I now take responsibility  for my sadness. I changed the story.

4. What is needed for resolution?
Clinging to the Past

Soul
Yes, I was clinging to my Burden but it was swung off. I cling to my food and it was purged off.


5. Resolution
Breakthrough.
The dawn is not far away, but before u can reach the dawn, the dark night has to be passed through
And as the dawn comes closer, the night will become darker.

Soul
True. Amen.