Lunar in Scorpio - my lesson/dream of Self Mastery

May 3 aft
Lunar in Scorpio
Human frailty frustrates u. U r driven to self-perfection and u find that weakness in the physical body limits ur power.
U seek a sense of mastery over yourself and ur environment and u strive to master the physical body and learn its limits.
Learning to feel ur body and listen to it is important so u won't push yourself to the point of breaking down physically. U may tend to push ur body to exhaustion.

Soul
True, my dream and destiny is Queen of Spades - Self Mastery.
Yes, I pushed my body. used to work loads and doesn't get tired until I got Rheumatoid arthritis.  RA is a blessing as it now acts as a barometer.

Lunar in Scorpio
As long as u tot u needed others to support u, u unknowingly held yourself down by having opportunists around u, feeding off ur energy. That's why so often u have been disappointed in human nature.

Soul
My life time challenge is Seven of Hearts.
And I only got disturbed when I lose validation.
But now I realised I set too high expectation on others. Once I lower it, I won't be disappointed.

Lunar in Scorpio
It is important for u to recognise the good within urself because this eclipse rules the energy of destruction, and until u see the spark of good, u will continue on self-destructive path. U don't see ur value until someone else reflects it. U r here to learn ur value as a human being, to society, to others.

Soul
Yea. Releasing my Ruling Card's Ace of Diamonds and move to Destiny's Queen of Diamonds.

Fifth house for Lunar
U r learning how to take life less seriously and to play. U r also learning to accept good fortune and love.
U tend to want to know the motive behind everything that comes to u and to doubt whether u are really worthy of receiving it.
By learning to release old emotional insecurities, u r more willing to take chances, stepping out into life for the sheer enjoyment of pursuing a new pathway.

This lifetime u r learning how to deal with affairs of the heart, children and ur own creativity.
Sharing urself is a form of creation.
Through consciously creating what makes u happy ur life happy, vital and alive, u r learning to accept responsibility for creating ur own reality

Soul
Very true. Same msg as Seven of Hearts.
Even when I had grace of blissful experience during meditation I questioned why me, a non believer when others can't reach the level they wanted.
I used to have fear of my gifts of sharing benefits of inner journey as it involves opening up my inner life. And I was worried of being judged and found lacking.
Yea, for the past two years, focusing on my Top 5.
Me now have my daily dose of coffee and writing in my 2 days off.
Working 3 days week is a real grace....