Breakthru my inner judgement

May 8
Woke up 7 am. Had a good rest. Did one cycle of Surya kriya and asanas. For the first time I too felt as if I m in meditation. I did the asanas with focus. Breathing was good. Shakti was ok but it must have been deep as I was singing when I start Shambavi. My mind was infused with breathe during suka kriya. There were some tots of teacher and bit of Z. Towards the end I was singing and the silence was immense. It wouldn't let me wake up.

Just found my car would need a major overhaul after the flood. An expensive lesson but I m fine. What's done is done. Can't go back.
The old me would quipped about it. The new me said I can afford it.

Ace of Diamonds
We experience the birth of a new value that we previously didn't before.

Soul
Teacher replied and even quoted Sadhguru. I told her I m not. She replied again saying I m resisting growth. I replied with a smile.

Father, this is the first time after feedback that we ended well. I think finally I am ok. Karma broken.
I no longer felt judged cos I don't judge myself. Mmm, I guess it was my hidden Pluto in Virgo, ie hidden shadow brother, ie hidden Parents that got me into pessimist state when receiving feedback. That was also my Burden card.

Father, thank u for sending all the Parents; teacher, P, N and S to me to uncover the Hidden Pluto. Previously I was unaware and hence project it. Now that I m aware, the 'sting' on people's feedback is no longer there. Amen.

In tune with the Infinite - Ralph Waldo Trine (1866 - 1958), written in 1897, more than 100 years ago.
Within yourself lies the cause of whatever enters into your life.
To come into the full realisation of your own awakened interior powers, is able to condition your life in exact accord with what you would have it.
In the degree that thought is spiritualised does it become more subtle and powerful in its workings.
This spiritualising is in accordance with law and is within the power of all.

Soul
So timely. I am getting closer :)