When we want to change, even our strength has to be dropped

May 14 eve
Now reading my Natal chart

Saturn in Aries
First u must gain mastery of ur self, then u can realistically think about becoming an inventive, take charge leader.
Ur self respect and self expression may be limited due to childhood problems.
U can gain more power and a big payoff by understanding that negative conditions are neither permanent nor pervasive.

Soul
Very true.

Just got back from meet with teacher M Her path is straight forward; no resistance. After IE and BSP; she already decided on her teacher path.
Interesting on yoga Marga. 21 days...this will be better than. Kailash.
I feel a connection to M. When I leave just now. She gave me a strong hug.

Mmm, again N on silent mode. The old me would have reacted. The new me says that I can't help it if he is affected. I know my mail were fine. There is no 'begging'. He is someone I need to cross over. I acknowledged he always win over me with T. So, no point getting defensive. Just focus on T.

Mahatria Ra
In the long journey of growth, like every other aspect, ur strengths too should mature and adapt to changing situations; else, ur very strength would become ur weakness.
What u have been has led u up to this point. From here on, unless u change, ur future will not change. Ur tomorrow will be a mere repetition of ur yesterday. If u keep doing the same things, u will keep getting the same results. If you want new results, u have to do same thing.
U have walked up to this point. Now u will have to trek to the top. The need of the hour is to change urself as well as ur approach.

Soul
Such a timely msg. My sense of valuation, gourmet food taste has brought me so far. Now time to say goodbye.
Me, being a control and not listening has brought me so far. Maybe I need to change as I can't change others. And only I is within my management.
So, this leadership in Isha is crucial. Like Pe said I m not doing out of service nor joy but our of fulfilment of my lesson. I may not gain from this and it may be painful. But it will help in my own website.

Similar msg to my this week Osho card.
What is needed for resolution?
Travelling
When this card appears, it indicates a time of movement and change. It may be a physical or inner movement.
This card reminds us to accept  and embrace the new, just as when we travel to another country with a different culture and environment than the one we are accustomed to. This attitude of openness and acceptance invites new friends and experience into our lives.