We can only attack others when we think we are separate

May 14 aft
As I was getting worried about the hiring of the accountant and start to query my staff in my mind. I suddenly got of P. when in fear, we attack. In my case, I attacked in my mind, whereas the Parental mode like S and P attacked outside. They won't become ill but will spoil rship.

Be the Change
The illusion of separateness has so influenced our behaviour and attitudes toward each other that it is only when we become more self reflective that our awareness grows beyond such a limited view.
When separation divides and causes conflict, awareness of our interconnectedness means that we see each other as

Soul
True. But at the moment I can only do so if my Outsider card is not triggered.
Today I think I have loosen my Burden card.
I told L that everything seems to fall when I decided to take leadership. L said that is the test for willingness.

Father, just now Shoonya was silence. I felt a grounding. There are tots but there is also a layer of silence. I m feeling teary again. Felt grateful for the gift of meditation.

1. The issue
Turning in
The antics of the mind are slightly amusing, as it jumps up and down and twists this way.
Meditation is just watching as if the mind belongs to someone else.

Soul
Mmm, not there yet. But I can decide not to react.

2. Internal
Exhaustion
A man who lives through conscience becomes hard. A man who lives through consciousness becomes soft.
Life isn't a business to be managed, its a mystery to be lived.

Soul
Mmm, I know my energy level is low. Just need to go thru this week.


3. External influence
We are the world
When we combine our tremendous inner wealth to create a treasure of love and wisdom that is available to all, we are linked together in the exquisite pattern of eternal creation. 

4. What is needed for resolution?
Travelling
Life is a continuity always and always. There is no final destination it is going to towards.
When this card appears, it indicates a time of movement and change. It may be a physical or inner movement.
This card reminds us to accept  and embrace the new, just as when we travel to another country with a different culture and environment than the one we are accustomed to. This attitude of openness and acceptance invites new friends and experience into our lives.

Soul
This journey of leadership is not easy.

5. Resolution
Breakthrough
If u r now feeling enough is enough, allow yourself to take the risk of shattering the old patterns and limitations that have kept ur energy from flowing.
In doing so, u will be amazed at the vitality and empowerment this breakthrough can bring to ur life.