Looking forward to next year - Destiny and Ruling

May 11
Did one cycle of surya kriya. Lovely. Breathing was fine. Shakti was Good. Shambavi was fine. Silence. No singing today.
Had some tots of Z.

Had a good lunch with L. She is really something else. Behind her constant chattering, lies a good business mind and a person with integrity. I m glad I see beyond her chattering. Before I knew it. I spent 3 and half hour with her.

Mahatria RA
Money is a wonderful by-product and a very poor point of focus. When ur work becomes ur self expression, money comes in search of u as a natural by-product.

Keep asking yourself; Am I doing justice to my potential?
Success is not what u achieve compared to others, but what u achieved compared to what u r capable of. And what u r capable of is defined by the infinite potential in u.

Soul
Wow. Yea. I always use the alcoholic vs non-alcoholic; that's why I played down my success. Just now L also commented on my success.
Like Z said he and I are on different level; I have made my money and he is still struggling. He could be insecure and perhaps that's why he always need to update me on his financial progress. Anyway, that's past.
For today, instead of feeling negative of his avoidance, I just say he cannot resist me and hence got to avoid me. And I let him go cos I know his dream of having children is important to him.
Father, let Z fulfill his dream and me to fulfill mine.

Wow, just read my next year destiny card which will start in July. Coincidentally it seems to be reflecting my own plans in terms of my website and also my dream of my husband.

Destiny
Long range - Ten of Hearts
(I am surrounded by the love and admiration of people. I have success with groups and the public and enjoy much popularity)

Pluto - Two of Hearts
(I create the ideal love partner. Satisfaction in my love life, my friendships, and lovers are mine to embrace)

Results - Nine of Spades
( I learn to let go of people, lifestyle habits, and jobs that have completed their purpose in my life. They are fulfilled and I am free to move on the new and better things.)


Ruling
Long range - Jack of Spades
(A year of success in creative fields such as acting or performing, a year of "rip off" or of spiritual initiation.

Pluto - Three of Hearts (learning about what I really want in love and romance by expressing my feelings and being open to new relationships)

Results - Ace of Hearts.
(I complete this year with a new love, which could be a lover, friend, child or something else that brings me great joy)

Soul
A coincidence that I have just this week started to sing; "Love me tender, love me deep, love me ever more".
Amen.

And I m also going in with a new body. It is now nearly one and half month without red meat and chicken. My body frame and face has reduced. Lost about 2kg without reduction in food, just no red and white meat.
My body is lighter. Never tot it is even possible. Cos I tot it would "kill" me to change my diet. That's was my greatest fear in the Isha journey. Alas, I m not "killed" and I m alive and the effects of meditation and hata yoga is enhanced.