Wednesday, May 8, 2013

Reaffirmation for me to let go of Z so he can have his dream...

May 6 eve
Father, today my car was stuck in the flood. I have not seen such flood for the past five years that I worked there. I saw a few cars drive past and I tot I could do it too. Alas I got stuck in the flood.
Luckily a group of motorist helps me to shift my car. And the tow truck guy was nice.

Even more, I had a fellow strander to accompany me and there was a good traffic officer too. Amen for everything. Some water got into my car back seat but I think my car engine is ok, eventhough the battery is flat. I got the contact of the nice guy but I forgot to place call and hence lost it.

Just finished watching the show - Timothy, odd life. I saw how the couple wanted so much a child that they dream him up, created a miracle. The miracle child was gone after giving them love. And alas they got their own adopted child.

As the show ended, suddenly my tear fell as I tot of Z's dream of children. I love him so. How can I spoil his dream? It is truly time for me to leave him be.
Such a timing, watching this show unexpectedly. I have not watched a movie on television for quite a long while back.

Normally I will be in my room by nine plus but today ten plus I was still in the living room and the show is on. It caught my attention and I watched throughout. Yea, that's the reason for my car got stuck in the flood so I can watch this movie and reaffirm that I have to let go of Z to let him have his dream of children.

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