Sadness is also my responsibility

May 16 eve
Mmm, should not have the dinner. Now stomach feels bloated eventhough just fried egg and vege. But I had a very bad lunch today so I need some tender care.

Father, teacher M said in class 2 things that hits me.

1) happiness is my responsibility. Being alive is my responsibility. Being angry is also our responsibility. Suddenly I tot that, then sadness is my responsibility too. Me loving Z also caused me sadness.


2. Responsibility is love.
Responsibility is not "who is responsible?" Is not "blame"

For me, responsibility is suffering. This is truly something new.
The example of being responsible for ur loved ones no matter where or they are. There is no boundary to ur responsibility. U can feel love for ur loved one no matter far they are. That's mean our love is not from them; our love is from within.

Just now the class ended but I had to stay back for a late comer. Teacher and I just sat down and wait till he finished his practice. There was a sense of love. Just the three of us sitting together.