Shoonya is a real blessing

May 15 eve
Just did my Shoonya. It was quite humid but it cools down. I start to feel joy and laughter erupted. Later silence sets in. I feel so peaceful. No tots in my mind.

Before Shoonya, I tot of Z. I msg him so he knows I m fine with him.

Father, thank u for the silence.

The first day ended. I wish teacher don't look up to me to be lead volunteer for the program.

There were three hiccups but main thing is the team was not made to feel bad. I was surprised that others keep on referring to me.
As expected P keep on saying it is a disaster. But alas we address the hiccup thereafter.

Father, I don't feel the blessing of volunteering. A tot came, u r volunteering via website and blog. But that one is I enjoy doing it and I have to do it for release.