This week Osho cards right on track

May 4 eve
Just got back from an event with my sisters. Great bonding. And we accidentally got VIP seats too.

Father, thanks for my loving family. I m feeling more at ease now.

This week Osho cards so true

1. The issue
Politics
The mind is political.

Soul
Yea, the unnecessary mental debate on Z.

2. Internal influence
Turning inwards
When going stops, journeying disappears; when desiring is no more clouding ur mind, u r in.
To develop the knack of taking a distance from the mind is one of the greatest blessings. Just watching, as if the mind belongs to someone else.
U r now ready to take this distance now. Turning inward whenever u can and the knack of meditation will grow and deepen in u.

Soul
Yes.

3. External influence
Silence
Time changes, the world changes, but the experience of silence, the joy of it, remains the same. It is the only thing u can rely upon, the only thing that never dies. It is the only thing that u can call ur being.

Now is the time to come home to yourself. The understanding and insights that come to u in these moments will be manifested later on, in a more outgoing phase of ur life.

Soul
I know my meditation is getting deeper. Shoonya is now like a deep sleep. Surya kriya is another meditation too.

4. What is needed for resolution?
Receptivity
When u become yin, a receptivity, the door is open - and u wait. Listening is the art of becoming passive.
The queen of water brings a time of unboundedness and gratitude for whatever life brings, without any expectations or demands.

5. Understanding
Slowing Down
The essence is at ease. Do whatsoever u r doing, but at the deepest core, remain at ease, cool, calm, centered.

The King of Rainbows is a reminder that, just like a tortoise, we carry our home with us wherever we go. There is no need to hurry, no need to seek shelter elsewhere. Even as we move into the depths of the emotional waters, we can remain self-contained and free from attachment.
It is time u r ready to let go of any expectations u have had about yourself or other people and to take responsibility for any illusions u might have been carrying. There is no need to do anything but to rest in the fullness of who u are right now.

If desires, hopes and dreams are fading away, so much the better. Their disappearance is making space for new quality of stillness and acceptance if what is, and u r able to welcome this development in a way u have never been able to before.
Savour this quality of slowing down, of coming to rest, and recognising u r already home.

Soul
Exactly how I feel when I was swimming breast stroke. Again, overcoming fear of loving Z and not having Z ease my way. I m now at another level.
I can now truly accept Z and I are over eventhough we never had our final talk. I now accept that he can't rise to his spiritual destiny, he can't overcome his conditioning to be the vision I saw in him.
I saw him as rich, smart, spiritual and loving. In reality he is not, but I definitely am. Amen.