Focus on new self instead of old self

May 23 eve
Just when I tot I was alone, V also said he would look for place.
Glad of support.

Father, I wanted to watch the Korean drama that I accidentally watched yesterday. Alas my nephew is holding on to the television and  so I can't watch. I haven't watch it for a few years since I got on with Z. And when we are off, I was grieving and don't want a reminder. Alas, maybe I m finally opening up to love.

I decided to focus on new me instead on harping on the loss of old me. I may not know what tomorrow brings but I m ok with today.

Cosmic love by Jan Spiller
Being "on path" is different for each individual, and is defined by the placement of North Node - along with any relevant aspects.
Since we have free will, we can resist being "on path" and the required growth of character. And when we do , we inevitably experience difficulty in that sector of our lives.
To experience success requires embracing that part of ourselves we have been resisting so we can come into the balance that is needed to create success in the material world.