Closure at the place it all started in Samurai Game

Oct 10 aft 3

Father, my journal is truly a great read.
My life is a great read.
Now reading the part of running away during the Samurai Game....but the lesson I learned was;
I am no longer afraid to lose. Once u r no longer afraid, u have courage.
They say courage exists when there is fear.
I also know that when I am afraid, I freezes.

After 2 and half year, this time my learing in the Samurai Game was;
It is ok to lose, it is ok to die...I am still intact, I am still here.

Father, Love you.
Such irony the program timing and even at the same place where it all started..
Perfect....especially reading about the 1st Samurai Game when I just came back from the 2nd Samurai Game last weekend...
Amazing...

Saw this in journal
Everytime he says nope he doesn't want me, he got deeper with me. Now I can see it as I am able to lose. When u don't mind losing, somehow there is more clarity as u know see it more objectively. No wonder I can see it. I will just be my loving self with him. I don't care what others think and even if I lose in the end, also doesn't matter cos I have lived.

Soul
I am truly so lovable...so courageous...
Tears coming to me..
Yea, I lost...but I have lived...
And the best thing is I truly learned my cosmic lesson..I dissolved my Seven of Clubs, Seven of Hearts and Two of Diamonds.
Love you,..

Sadhguru
Whenever we involve ourselves in what we do, the ugly part is that people get entangled. When they get entangled, they feel ugly within themselves, and they will make sure everybody has a taste of it too.
So, the fundamental of any game is - If u want to play a game, u must have the fire of wanting to win, but also the balance to see that "if I lose, it is okay with me".
You never play a game to lose, u always play a game to win, but if u lose, it is all right with u.
If u maintain this fundamental with every aspect of life, u r a sport. Wherever u r, whatever u r doing, whatever kind of situation u r in, u r still a sport.
"To play is to live, and to live is to play"

Soul
Amen