First chakra - negotiating between individual and group needs

Oct 20 mor

Mystics musings by Sadhguru
Right now ur body, mind and emotions are the main contact that u have with the rest of the world. That's how u communicate, that's how u reach out. U can touch somebody either physically or mentally. With ur tots, u can communicate or emotionally u can convey something. This is how u are.

Once u are truly energetic, u can communicate with everything in the existence energy-wise. When u start a spiritual process, being energetic means going beyond all limitations, because in energy there is oneness. In the physical body there can never be oneness. In the physical body and mental tot, there can never be oneness.

Soul
During BSP, I was dancing and singing with a small flower.
That's how I was communicating with trees. But not on for the two days. Just now I ask them why no communication? Where are they? Answer came, where am I? 
Father, my connection with water, that's energy too. When I step into rain shower, giggle will explode. When I swim for a bit, joy and laughter comes.
Guru pooja affects me greatly.

Father, thanks for telling me I m on right track.

(Oct 27 - realised that I had gone inward..I was unconsciously practising Samyama. Senses gone inward...not sure if I am right, though)

Mystics musings by Sadhguru
With our emotions we may think we're one, but we're still separate. No two people can feel
When u become truly energetic, oneness is just natural. That the way it is.

Soul
Thanks for reminder that oneness I sought can't be found outside.

Just got this from FB
Heal your life
For the health of ur first chakra, joints, bones, blood and immune system, u must balance the personal with the political and follow the first rule for intuitive health; all for one and one for all.
To maintain health in this energy center, u will need to be intuitively in touch with ur individual needs as u simultaneously negotiate ur way around those of the group, whether the group comprise ur family, those u work with or some other organisation.


Soul
I got a few Jack of Hearts. I used to say they too self sacrificial at their own expense. I was projecting myself. I have not been in touch with what I valued.
Just like I truly don't want to be Sathsang guide but I hold on for three years. I truly don't want to lead but I m always there. Whenever I back out, I felt relieved and also guilt that I can do but I don't want to do it.  That others will view me badly for letting go