Osho - You are surrounded by what you search for - what you seek become your world

Oct 2 eve

Was reading my old blog back in Jan 2011 and saw this.

"We must be willing to get rid of the life we planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us." Joseph Campbell.

Soul
I like that. A good reminder.
Yeas, I had planned for a romantic partner. But life has plan for me a inner soul partner, which is even greater.
A tot came that Z followed thru his plan.
Then another tot came, that's great cos he then give way for me to get rid of my plan. Father, I like that, a positive tot.

Adhyatma Upanishad - Osho
Contemplation begins with sympathy, thinking begins with opposition. If the condition of listening is fulfilled, sympathy is aroused. If sympathy is aroused, the very stream of thinking takes a 180* turn and becomes contemplation. Contemplation does not mean blind acceptance. So the seer has said ...to reasonably pursue the meaning of whatever has been listened to, is manan, contemplation'.

One who is seeking and is interested in his growth does not bother to find out what is wrong, he bothers to find out what is right. He begins with the right. And he begins with the right, maybe some day arrive at a point from where he realised that what was appearing to be wrong also has  some meaning, also has some value. The difference is only of the emphasis. Positive reasoning begins with the right.

Soul
I could be contemplator. I normally won't disagree; just I m not at the stage to agree.

Adhyatma Upanishad - Osho
A contemplative person is in search of flowers, a thinking person is in search of thorns. U have to decide for urself. But remember one thing: u will become surrounded by that for which u are searching. I
f u search for thorns, u will be surrounded by thorns, if u search for flowers, u will be surrounded by flowers. So, remember by searching for thorns, u r not harming anyone but urself, because u will get what u search for. Life become hell because u r surrounded by all the wrong people; no one seems the right people. Not because there are no right people but because ur search is for the wrong people. What u seek becomes ur world.
One who sees only dishonesty, theft and wrong in others cannot remain honest for long. The truth is that such person cannot be honest in the first place.

Soul
Tot of S. Always think wrong people. And for her to think I m wrong; she must be truly delusional. And today I saw that she fully use credit note against payment though credit is for unpaid invoices. That's wrong.
For me, I always see good people in office. Even with S, I truly tries to see good and that's why I see myself if I had inadvertently created her misperception of me.

Adhyatma Upanishad - Osho
When one becomes a saint inside, everywhere in the world he sees saintliness, goodness, because what is within is what is seen without.
If u see bad in everybody, if, everybody u see theft, dishonesty and evil, then leave them aside and worry about urself at once. What is seen without is within u. That of what u are able to see. That is what is immediately seen, because that immediately falls in tune with the inner.

Soul
Tot of Z who sees M as player; he himself a player. I recalled I said nope
Tot of S who sees everyone is not justice, she herself is corrupted.
Father, I normally sees good in others. That's why when they said I m not right; I normally would listen and see if it is so.