Sufi Bayazid - bowed down to one who doesn't give me as my inner pleasure still remains without receiving

Oct 1 mornin

Father, I started with low value in Ace but actually I m full of values in Queen. Amen.

Destiny
Pluto - Two of Hearts
A major goal for u this year will be to have a successful love relationship or friendship. For this reason, this is the year that u will have to make many changes within ur self in the name of love, friendship or romance.
Whether u are interested in the partner of ur dreams or just good, close friendships, u will have to take a different approach in ur life if u r to be successful in this area.
Love and intimacy requires compromise and cooperation, two of the keynotes for this card of the 'love union'
Ur intense desire for this closeness will cause u to confront some of the parts of urself that tend to keep this intimacy from u.
At times, this may seem very challenging or difficult, but it helps to keep in mind ur reasons for facing this situations - to have more intimacy in ur life.

Affirmation - I create the ideal love partner. Satisfaction in my love life, my friendships, and lovers are mine to embrace.

Soul
Yes. My inner self requires my cooperation to grow. It requires my connection for us to be intimate.

Adhyatma Upanishad - Osho
Sufi Bayazid
May one who gives be happy, may one who does not give be even more happy.

When somebody gives I am pleased, but when somebody does not give I m even more pleased. My sense of gratitude becomes more intense.
When somebody gives me, it is all right, I am pleased; but when somebody does not give, the inner pleasure still remains. I feel like bowing down to him. I feel that if he had given, I would have been deprived of this  opportunity of remaining happy even when I was not receiving. He is kind that he gives me one more opportunity to see that my stream of happiness remaining uninterrupted when not receiving.

Soul
Tot of Z not giving. If he had given, I would never have been so sad; never have look inward and found my inner Self.
I was looking for partner to enhance my values. Alas, my true partner is within.

Suddenly tot of the FB message. If it ends, it is ok. If it is not ok, the end is not yet. Amen.
Yea. It is ok.

Eight of Clubs in Venus
The card of mental power, the ability to focus one's mind on goal or objective. Out of that focus, success is assured.