North node in Taurus - self empowerment

Oct 16 afte

From FB - Advaita
Our illusions - the beliefs we hold on to - are the very doorways to our freedom. We simply have to enter through them without grasping or pushing away.
We must not believe them but we must not run away from them either.
We need to see each moment of apparent bondage as an invitation to freedom.
Then it becomes an act of love, an act of compassion, to stop running away.

Soul
Very interesting...

North node in Taurus
In order to heal this energy imbalance of the soul, a critical lesson for these individuals is to learn to empower themselves.  They need to shift their focus from defining their self worth via validation from others to discovering and living in accordance with their own true needs, comfort zones and value system.

Developing a strong relationship with the natural/physical world can facilitate the healing process:  Tuning into and spending regular time close to nature is a beneficial form of nurturing for these individuals, providing a calming, re-energizing and balancing effect which will help to dispel their unconscious need for intense, high adrenaline crisis situations in their lives.  Also cultivating pleasure via the five senses will assist in creating a sense of grounding and an awareness of their own inner strength, stability and support.
A critical lesson that needs to be learnt in this lifetime is to let go of past life behavioural patterns of exchange relationships.  The stronger Taurus North Node individuals become in supporting themselves and defining their self worth via their own value system, the more likely they are to attract a spiritually fulfilling partnership with someone who is also self-empowered.
Many events in this incarnation will provide Taurus North Node individuals with the challenge of learning to effectively integrate the energy polarities of stability and self reliance (Taurus North Node) and transformation and synergistic partnership (Scorpio South Node) in order to attain a true sense of internal harmony which will facilitate alignment with their spiritual purpose and path.

Soul
Mmm, great that I am not connecting with nature...something I tot not within my radar.No wonder I feel refreshed after walk in the park.
MMm, I truly got unconscious need for intense high adrenaline..no wonder difficult to let go of local leadership and also the past non committal relationship. Actually, the real me dont want and cant take the pressure..
Reading this affirm my path. And I suddenly said Thank God for not having Z.
Father, I recently asked for answers so that I had no regrets on ending of relationship with Z as there was no regrets in starting. You gave me the answer. Thank God it is over.
Yea, now focused on spiritual path and wants a spiritual partner.