Upanishad - bliss is natural outcome of you being a void within

Oct 11 eve 1
Adhyatma Upanishad
Bliss can be attained, but do not make it a goal. Ultimate peace is possible but do not make it a goal. That is not the goal. Make knowledge and understanding ur goal, make meditation ur goal, make inner stability ur goal, make stopping still ur goal and going within urself a goal - and bliss will follow as an outcome, it will naturally fills.

Soul
For me the goal is inner stability achieved through knowledge and understanding and meditation.

Adhyatma Upanishad
Self realisation cannot be grabbed: it is attained through dissolving.

When there is no goals the future dies, time becomes meaningless. When there are no goals, all plans are shattered to pieces and the movement of the mind stops. For the movement of mind, plans are necessary, goals are necessary; for the movement of the mind, something to achieve is necessary, a future, some time is necessary.
When there is no future, the inside turns into a void.
In such a void, Buddha saw the last morning star setting, and in that moment he become enlightened. Along with the disappearing star, disappeared the whole past of Buddha. Along with that disappearing star the whole journey, the whole search disappeared.

Soul
Mmm.

Adhyatma Upanishad
Bliss is the natural outcome of ur being a void within. When u run after bliss, and by so doing, are unable to become a void, the chase after bliss is the barrier; you are unable to become a void, hence its natural outcome does not takes place.

Soul
Mmm, I was focus on releasing. I have truly done all that I could. Perhaps just let it be. The memory will comes and goes; it no longer hurt me. Yea, I wish for total wipeout but perhaps that an unreasonable wish. Just remember I m well and remnants will be there.

Adhyatma Upanishad
Desires cannot arise without a tot: thought is disturbance of the mind. Remember, a tot arises only because one wants to do something.

That desire to do something, that very plan, is thought.
Even if you wish to be free of tots, u won't be, because there will be tots engaged in planning it. As long as there is anything left to be achieved, tots will continue. The day u r willing to accept the fact that "I don't want to achieve anything, not even desirelessness', suddenly u find that the tots have started to disappear. They are not needed anymore.


Soul
I recalled I used to have many tots of office but now it has become minimal.
Then I was on tots of Z
Only when I m at ease, love songs comes. That's means I m searching for love.