Sadhguru - the pain of ignorance video

Sept 29 eve
Suddenly I feel bit sad.

Read a Facebook message by Gilda Radner.
I wanted a perfect ending
Now I learned the hard way, that some poem doesn't rhyme and some stories doesn't have a clear beginning, middle or end.
Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, without knowing what's going to happen next. Delicious Ambiguity!

Soul
Yes. Reading Aces. I like to be alone most of the time but at the end I do want a partner too. Guess this sadness is just a yearnings inside me.
Father, guide me. Let me also accept this yearning without judging myself.

Sadhguru in The pain of Ignorance video
When u r done with everything, spiritual life begins. Spirituality is very much like sexuality. For example, when u r age 14, suddenly u know. All childish plays disappear. Hormones induces the maturity.
When a certain awareness arose is u, suddenly u know that little games doesn't satisfy u anymore. Here awareness induces maturity.

Everything little things in our life. When we are into it; it looks like the end all of life. Only when u asked why u r stuck with little things, spirituality arise.
When u unconsciously seek the higher truth, u will have to endure everything to seek ur fulfilment.
Truth is not a conclusion. It is not a destination. It is just a living experience. U can become truth. U can never get to truth. If u drop all ur nonsense, ur conclusions, u are there. See life, experience life without all the nonsense u have gathered; u are truth.

Soul
The sad thing is that part of me knew I won't be truly happy with Z. I don't have the same values of life with him. The only similarity is I want total commitment because I values it and that's how I grow. He wants surface commitment because of social views. Actually we are different.
I also know that no one can truly satisfy me. That's why sad that I still have yearnings eventhough logically I know not ok.
Even more sadder is that I can reach bliss and contentment on my own during practices. So, why still yearning for soul mate? An answer came - North node in Taurus.

Sadhguru in The pain of Ignorance video
The mind always goes outward. The nature of mind is such that even the simple process of life can be highly entangling. From the moment u wake up till breakfast time, already at peak of agitation. Nothing has gone wrong yet. Simply because that's the nature of mind. It doesn't matter the life situation are going well or not going well.

Hence u must look at life with a much deeper penetration. If u valued ur life, then the time has definitely come to look at life with its ultimate purpose.

When u know the pain of ignorance, then the Master arise. U don't have to look for him. If ur longing has picked up with intensity. The Master will anyway happen.

Soul
True. For the first time I was hit badly with work and Sadhguru just happens. I know I was crying for help. Sadhguru just came to my life through a friend who just know of Isha. He was in it for half year and now I am on for five years.

Sadhguru in The pain of Ignorance video
When the longing has come, u should not delay.
When you are entangled, u should not listen cos what u called ur mind is accumulation. The mind can only speaks in bits and pieces.
If u learn to keep the mind aside, a continuous sense from beneath the mind, beyond the mind.
When ur experience is beyond the mind, then only you can be aware.
The moment u have a sharp mind, u can become very entangled. If you have good body, u only think of body.