Healing is about letting go non-me and just be me

Oct 13
Body woke up at 4 am. Couldn't sleep back as I was fully awake. Surprisingly I was not tired despite only 4 hours sleep. After a long while I finally  slept for awhile and wake up around 6.30 am before alarm. I wonder whether this is due to me doing Samyama before sleep.

Walk in the park. Was chanting Karpura Gauram when I step into the park. The trees still lovely. But I was more focus on my tots. Catching myself when I got back to the past. There is no more time to be wasted on the past. I have uncovered all that I need to and now is to dissolve Two of Diamonds.

From FB
Rumi
Your task is not to seek for love but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that u have built against it.

Soul
I m on the right track.

From FB - Rachel Naomi Ramen
Healing may not so much as getting better, as about letting go of everything that isn't you - all the expectations, all the beliefs - and becoming who you are.

Soul
Yes.

Today card
Ace of Clubs
Strong desire for knowledge of some kind or the birth of a new idea, plan or way of communicating with the world around you. So, a new beginning of some sort.

Soul
Stop clinging to the past and dissolving Two of Diamonds.

Just compiled Volume 5; I have truly come a long way. I will stop at Two of Diamonds.

Volume 6 is me going deeper info myself, connecting with my inner partner. 
I will work on dissolving Two of Diamonds, dissolving my clinging to the past.
Wish I could do a good story on the lovely trees.