When we have a hurt we put things on top of it to stop it growing

Sept 30 mor


My karma or validation:
1. Career
2. Food
3. Partner.

Father, I m ready to look at my wounds. I cover them up so much. I have disentangled my karma on career and food. It is time for partner.

Same message in facebook

"When we have a hurt we put things on top of it to stop it growing. It hurts most when we run out of things to put on top of it and it grows again".

These are the words from an eight year old.
This is why we need to look for the cause of things and release them rather than just treat the symptoms with drugs, alcohol, food and pills. Sooner or later these things we put "on top" don't work anymore.

Was checking out my blog and someone was reading this journal of Jan 2010

Intuitive welness.
Acid reflux.
The emotional intelligence demonstrates an emotionally reactive nature, even if the emotions are not expressed outwardly. More often than not, this condition results from a lack of connection between the emotional self and physical body.

Soul
Lately, been getting bit of acid reflux especially when I do the one foot on the floor during Surya Kriya.

3rd chakra - solar plexus
Often, a strong emotional energy in 3rd chakra due that says, "I am invicible" can result in behaviour that says "I can eat anything; I can put up with anything or anyone". A tot form such as "I wil not be denied" has the same effect.
Cell typically shows the emotions of worry, overwhelmed, frustration or repressed anger.
U will often find anger that specifically stems from feelings of injustice and disappointment within the cell membrane of the stomach.
"I can't take this anymore" is a common cry that began long before the condition surfaced.

The spiritual intelligence is abt learning to keep things in balance and perspective, continuing to self-inspire and self- motivate.
The shadow teachers of this condition are feelings of overwhelmed and acting out with overeating, overwork or any other "overage".
Learn to honour and respect urself is the spiritual gift.
As u honour and respect urself, u will gain spiritual clarity and understand ur destiny.
No longer will u push yourself, ur body or anyone else.

This respect is born from an understanding that life does change and that all u can do is listen deeply to ur rhythm and follow the beat of ur own drum. You will no longer try to conform to others' schedules or make them conform to yours. Simply listen and do ur best.
Patience is essential as u learn to let go of things or people whom u cannot control.

Not stuffing down ur emotion is also an important spiritual and energetic metaphor.
As u begin to listen to the physical, reactive anger of ur stomach and become more careful abt what u put into ur body, u will also begin to care more about the physical and emotional environment in which u place urself.

Self satisfaction will begin to arise from taking these small, inwardly directed steps. What is eliminated is the previously pressure-filled mind ruled by the tendencies of perfectionism, anger and fear.

This condition teached u tat u may not be in control, but u always have a choice about how u respond and care for urself. U learn to honor ur dreams and goals.
And by listening deep within to ur wisdom, u know ur true destiny.
Consequently, u begin to walk along with life, not chase it down like a wild steer.
Nor do u run away from all that is yours.

Soul
Yea, face my wound instead of covering them.
Acknowledge it.