Z was not my soul mate...now I know

Oct 17 aft

Michele Knight on North Node in Taurus
North or True Node in the sign of Taurus then you have chosen to walk the path of Spiritual Values.

Your Soul Path Journey: It’s not about other people’s values and beliefs, but yours if you have your North Node in Taurus. Your task is to create your own that you live by, stand by and which sustain you and provide you with a deep sense of connection and stability no matter what may be happening externally in your life. You are the calm after the storm, the eye of the hurricane, the rock that cannot be broken, the safe harbour you and those you love can always find shelter in.

Your South Node: Is in Scorpio, sign of transformation, change, shared resources and also power, manipulation, domination and control. Your journey involves being your own personal agent of change through grounding yourself in your beliefs and values. When you feel secure you have no need to control or manipulate others. In this way you release any negative karma associated with the past.

How Your Soul Mate Will Recognise You: You effortlessly fuse creativity with practicality in anything you do. And you’ve got that whole hidden sexy thing going on which you take a little time to reveal. As you get to know one another better you will notice your soul mate is helping you to heal old emotional wounds and the two of you will work towards building something – a project, a home, a garden, a creative work, anything that both of you are passionate about.

It’s Not A Soul Mate When: You begin to notice you are keeping things from them, become obsessive, possessive, manipulative, controlling, create psycho-drama such as arguments where you call it quits only to get back together with great make-up sex just to repeat the whole cycle again weeks later.

Remember, every connection we make is here to teach us something about ourselves. North Node in Taurus is all about security without rigidity or the need to control. You key word is trust because when you trust yourself it’s then easy to trust other people.

Soul
Everything is coming into place.
Now no longer needs Eight in my life.
I am generating my own Power...power of my own values...
By affirming and asserting my values...I am loving myself.

And looking at this, Z was definitely not my soul mate. We don't have any mutual passion to work on, except the sex...
Anyway, no regrets, I needed a player to open me up physically and he has patiently done it.