Be a Light to yourself and others!

Nov 22
Father, woke up 4.30 am. Had some resistance, but tot of sadhguru saying that sadhana is to cultivate discipline and to learn to ignore our mind. Did my asanas they were not great but ok. Today shakti and shambavi not so good as I had some difficulty in surka kriya. But I persevere till I got violet flames. At the end of shambavi, suddenly my mouth open widely letting out air.

On z, let's face it, he is not that into me. I had no reason to hold on except for my love. Reading desires yesterday, guide me that I need not conquer. He is in my prayer daily.  No more drama.

Ninth letter
U r not victim of faith - u r victims of ur own creative consciousness until u realise that ur consciousness is entirely of ur own shaping. When this glorious truth dawns within ur own consciousness, u will begin to turn ur life around n will eventually discover that u can work to become a master and achieve complete freedom in divine consciousness.

Attunement with divine consciousness and total self mastery should be ur reason for living, and ur goal. When u have achieved it, all u have ever wanted for urself will be yours - in a new transcendent and eternal way.

The greatest gift u can give yourself or anyone else is to gratefully accept into ur own mind and try to imbue in other receptive minds - the fully inspired understanding of who 'u and they`really are and what can be truly be accomplished when u n they abandon self-will n look to the source of their being for help, guidance and fulfilment of every need.
Become a light unto urself - and whomever can receive it. 

Soul
Amen

Ninth letter
Do to others as u would be done by.
Give the acceptance and forgiveness u would like to receive.
what is forgiveness? It is a state of understanding the other person and their reasons for behaviour so clearly that u can say in all honesty there is nothing to forgive.

When u have recognised that others can be hurt by ur actions in just the same way as u have been hurt by others.  U would have won a great victory over self. U will have reached that points of inner strength and endurance when u truly perceived the Reality of others as being of equal validity with ur own.
After reaching this great moment of truth in ur life, u will find yourself able to move between yourself and others quite comfortably, able to see events from their perspective as easily as u can see ur own. A great balancing between the needs of other people n yourself takes place, and u enter into a state of peace since u r now confident that u treated others fairly n with generosity of spirit. U have now begun to remove the barriers between yourself n others n are receiving them into ur heart.

Soul
Same msg as this week osho card. Learning to see beyond judgement. Then friendliness appeared.

Nine of spades
Card of mini death