Monday, November 12, 2012

Missing Z...

Nov 7

Was having a headache earlier. Suddenly felt a longing to call Z.

I didn't do it and just go for shoonya instead. Headache has reduced much. I am still not sure I want to call. Perhaps let it pass. Also, I recalled I wrote story on ending already. Why still persists? Why can't I learn from Sl?

Father, I did it. I called. But a part of me knew he can't pick up. I was smiling cos I released the tension. As for him calling back, I don't expect him to do so.


Nov 13
Yea, he was sleeping...he called me back..but I didn't pick up..



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