Projections

Nov 28
Father, woke up 7 am to do my practices. The asanas were not great but I was giggling on the lying down asanas. Breathing meditation was fine. Both shakti and shambavi were good. Surka kriya is lovely and peaceful.

Have written my article on my hidden need for approval.

Now updating my blog and also refer to my this week Osho cards.

What is needed for resolution.
- Projections
All of us can get caught up in projecting movies of our own making onto the situations and people surrounding us. It happens when we are not fully aware of our own expectations, desires and judgement; instead of taking responsibility for them and owning them, we try to attribute them to others. A projections can be devilish, divine, disturbing or comforting, but it is a projections nonetheless - a cloud that prevents us from seeing reality as it is. The only way out is to recognise the game. When u find a judgement arising about another, turn it around : does what u see in others really belongs to u? Is ur vision clear or clouded by what u want to see.

Resolution
Even in the ever-changing flow of life, there are moments we are able to perceive the whole picture, the composite of all the small pieces that have occupied our attention for so long. In the finishing, we can either be in despair because we don't want the situation to come to an end, or we can be grateful and accepting of the fact that life is full of endings and new beginnings

Soul
Yea, I was so desolate about the mask being off cos now there is nowhere to hide. All my suffering was just me seeking approval, of me feeling insecure, of my fears.

I am still sad, but I m glad there is hope for RA now.  I will heal completely once I reached Ashram. Amen for the perfect timing.