No longer affected by new gadgets..

Nov 9 night

Father, got a new phone and now learning to type. Z has not accepted my BB msg yet. He must be thinking what's wrong with me, have been sending many invites for the past few months due to change of phones and email setup and etc.

The old me who have take it personally as a rejection. The new me tot he is either too busy or didn't realise I send invite. Anyway, no worries. I no longer take it personally as before.

The ego said its probably my msg. Well, I know how much Z welcome my call yday. He was not willing to let go. He even continue with the messages. We always care for each other.

Father, just that day I wished for a phone that has both keyboard and touch screen. I do recall Storm but little did I knew that MD has bought one but didn't use. And now I got it in my hand. I can now watch Sadghuru youtube and yet also able to type. Two in one. Great.

I wish for Z to change his mind. We r compatible and suitable for each other. He likes to lead and provide in a relationship and I am comfortable in that. I like to be taken care of. He tot I am very independent and got money, so don't need him. On the contrary, I don't practice leadership now in my family and no wish to do so in my rship.

I ignored my ego and send Z a text msg on the BB invite instead. He replied immediately with his pin number..I didn't respond cos I already send an invite..and next thing, he accepted my invite...