We are the creator

Oct 25

Father, slept about 12.30 am yday. Put alarm at 5.25 am but I was feeling tired and slept back. Woke up 6 am to do my practices. There were some resistance but I remember I feel better after doing. So, I persevere and do it.
I am not sure if I can attend tonight and still drive tomorrow.
I really want to attend to get some energy. Alas I am doing the sitting asanas properly.

Also had some tots of giving help to people with arthritis issue.

Tot of my ex-staff and her issue with her ex-boss. She was 'crying out'. But I am not willing to hear cos this has been on-going for nearly 8 years. When she is hurt, she will say break up but after that back to square one.

Another thing is that it makes me think of Z and I. Do I want to be hurt again? The advice that I want to give her, can I myself follows it? I told her my dilemma.

The Sixth Letter
Ideas and opinions can raise or lower the frequencies. I also want u to become aware of the words u use in ur daily lives, the quality of life they create for u, and the impact they make on others - either lifting their moods into peace and joy or leaving them depressed and angry.

Ur consciousness creates ur reality, irrespective of what the actual facts of ur earthly life may be.
Therefore ur state of consciousness is the most important consideration in ur life .. not ur rships or possessions or ur position in life. Tend to ur consciousness and the blessedness in all aspects of ur life will follow.

By ur consciousness u feed urself with inner love and harmony, joy and beauty, even
in the backstreets of a slum. With such a consciousness, u will find urself being removed from the streets of the slum into an environment in keeping with ur inner self. So, do u climb out of unpleasant circumstances.

From the foregoing, u should now be able to see that only u create the 'quality' of ur internal world, whether u find urself externally in prison or in command of a battleship! And u can enhance ur surroundings by radiating to them the life force which animates ur thinking.

Ur external life only impinges on ur consciousness. It does not - cannot - create or determine ur conscious response. U r the creator of ur responses. Ur type of creation depends entirely on ur deepest perceptions and beliefs regarding existence.

Furthermore, u can, at any moment, choose to gradually dismantle ur past inner world in order to create a more harmonious inner kingdom of increasing love, vitality and joy, although ur outer 'objects' - people or possessions remain the same. The spiritual power of the 'fabric of ur consciousness' will be radiated outwards and absorbed by the people, plants, bricks and mortar in ur immediate vicinity. There will be definite changes and improvements in all that comes within ur orbit.
It is ur destiny in this life - or future lives - to arrive at this full and complete realisation. When u do, u will put ur foot to the path of self-mastery and then gradually move forward to becoming a true master of ur human consciousness world inter-penetrated and assisted by Divine Consciousness.

Soul
Yea. I m not going back to Z not because of fear but because of happiness. I know I cannot be happy in a hidden rship. I am not happy in a part time rship. I play for keep.

Father, I chose happiness. Fear is of losing Z and not having anyone. I am no longer afraid. I chose happiness. I let my happiness drive me. For the first time I am sure. I love Z but he doesn't. So, move on. Father, for the first time I can felt positivity by letting go. No more fear.

I love him and if he comes back to me for a committed rship I will take. But otherwise nope.

Nine of Clubs
This signal some personal plans of urs are ready to end. If u choose to resist this ending, u will experience great disappointment, stubbornly holding on to things, ideas or plans that are no longer useful or helpful to us.

U r ready to awaken to a new and higher way of thinking that will be better than u have imagined.

Soul
Alas, I found my courage to move on.