Fear of not having enough money is gone

Nov 29
Father, my body woke up before alarm. I found myself sleeping on the right hand side of my queen sized bed. This has never happened before. Somehow my body was edging towards the salt lamp's lights. I finally woke up at 4.30 am when alarm rang. There were bit of resistance, which I ignored as I already skip hata on Tuesday, so have to do today. Suria Namaskara was quite effortless. I was able to hold my feet by second cycle. The knees are also more relaxed. Shakti and Shambhavi were fine. I m so thankful for having the tools.

On the outsourced services, we used to think we r pitiful for having the biggest portfolio. But it is now a blessing in disguise as we now have the option to terminate our services. We r letting go payroll. Next in line will be finance. But I think is good for Sk to learn from S. Sk is average n be good for her personal advancement. As for us,worst case is I cut my pay further by 2k. I m no longer afraid for my financial security in current company. We may not grow but we will not die cos we do have good people.
Also I can now focus back on current company.

Father, the old me would have been afraid to let go of outsourced services due to fear of future, fear of financial security. Amen. Finally, my issue with money is gone.

My osho resolution card is so apt. Completion
Whatever has been absorbing ur time and energy is now coming to an end. In completing it, u will be clearing the space for something new to begin. Use this interval to celebrate both - the end of the old and the coming of the new.

Ace of Spades
It is traditional card for death, change and transformation. U will go thru some sort of death or rebirth.

Soul
So apt. Death of My fear of money and Birth of new beginnings. Amen.