One of my hidden projections...is now open

Nov 25 Eve
My 7thunders card is Six of hearts.

My osho card for today sums up my insights today.
Inner voice.
If u have found your truth within yourself, there is nothing more in this whole existence to find. Truth is functioning through u. When u open ur eyes, it is truth opening his eyes. When u close ur eyes, it is truth who is closing its eyes.

This tremendous meditation. If u can simply understand this device, u don't have to do anything; whatever u r doing is being done by truth. U r Silent, it is truth that is silent

Soul
That's exactly how I felt when I lie down for 3 hours for facial. Somehow I just feel complete, despite knowing my fears and my need for approval, my whole perspective of myself as the courageous and fearless personalities is over turned.

Yea, I seems to be on meditation mode.

Just now I saw a work email to my staff and cc me that seems to show my staff on bad light. Infact I already told the staff to check earlier but her email doesn't say so. I was started to draft a reply that I am aware, then I stop cos I knew I want to reply so my team or rather me doesn't look bad. Even for such a small matter, I too couldn't look bad. I decided I can let this be. So I stopped writing and didn't send.

Just now received a mail from Z asking for some professional advice for his friend, I didn't have any illusions that he is coming back. It was just a request for information, nothing more than that. The old me would have interpreted otherwise. When I am writing these, tears start to brim, a tot came, this is real truth, not my projection, not my hope, no more hiding, no more illusions.

Inner Voice
This is one of the most simple meditation techniques. Slowly, slowly everything settles by this simple formula and then there is no need for the technique. Then u lived as truth - alive, radiant, contented, blissful, a song unto yourself.

Soul
Not sure about that yet. I know I still need to do Isha practices.

Inner Voice
If it had a face, alert and watchful, and able to accept both the dark and the light. A clarity that comes from transcending all dualities.

Soul
Yes, I am seeing my own truth, my hidden dark side. Amen.