To be with Sadhguru - either on gnana or bhakti

Nov 6 Eve

Father, a sense of contentment came in today. Things r not tip top but somehow I am fine. I seems to remember that I got what I truly wanted, an understanding boss, my freedom, supportive staff. I ignored those issue relating to achievement.

A tot also arise on my Osho - What to do card - Anger. I tot if this relates to Z. Not sure. While I m no longer angry at him, I still misses him and hence don't want to go back. Also, I want to learn what Sl couldn't learn - to drop a rship that is no longer doing us good.

Also had a call with A, an ex-staff who left after 2 mths, she too went back to her old company. I am glad. Looks like her, WY and I were all given a chance to go explore and return back.

Mystic Musings
There are only 2 ways u could be with Sadhguru Shri Bhramba (Sadhguru's past life). If u have to be with a king, u have to be of his kind or his humblest servant. These are the two paths of gnana and bhakti. Today, both are possible with me.

Soul
Father, thank U for this. I have always know bhakti is not for me. I cannot be humble. I can be arrogance. I do what I want and not what others think it should be. I have been resisting Isha as I note many are on bhakti mode which I denote with volunteering. I cannot as again I view it low value. Guess that's my arrogance again.

But I have know my way is gnana and alas Sadhguru said I can be gnana and be with him.
No wonder when he look at me, he laugh. We r the same kind. Amen.

Just finished reading for the day. Looked at Sadhguru pix on Mystic Musing book cover and laughter just gurgled out.