Samadhis and Realisation is different

Nov 3 Eve

Had some tots of Z. This time I just acknowledge I love him and let the tots goes off.

Mystic Musings
Gautama never sat for twelve years in one place. He never sat in meditation for long hours either. He never went into that state where he could not come back. Many of his disciples does that and never come out for years.

Gautama himself never went because he saw it was not necessary for him. He practised all the eight, he experienced all the eight kinds of samadhis before his Enlightenment and discarded them. He said, "This is not it". This is not going to take u any closer to Realisation. It is just moving into a higher level of experience and probably u will get more caught up, because it is more beautiful than the current reality. Many yogies have been trapped in realities like that.

Okay, right now, either fortunately or unfortunately, u have had certain glimpses of another dimension of life. What difference has it made? In terms of realisation, has it gotten u any closer? No. If the goal is set, if u have made Realisation the top priority in ur life, then whatever u do, if it does not take u a step closer, is meaningless. When u want to transcend ur own consciousness, u need every ounce of what u have and still it is not enough.

Soul
Mmm, perhaps it is fortunate I had to be sathsang guide. I am energy sensitive and get high instantly. I don't even need to focus, I closed my eyes and I am in. When the energy is high, the process is faster and I will go into ecstatic state. By being a sathsang guide, I have less opportunity to be high or to be hooked.

Otherwise I be caught in the samadhi world. Logically I knew this is not it. That's why I don't go for consecration, or dip many rounds in Teethakoon or etc. I don't crave for high energy cos while I know I can get high, it is not my ultimate aim.