Dhyanalinga....now I understand...

Nov 8 Eve

Dhyanalinga temple
Nadha aradhana was done to ease the energy in Dhyanalinga. Dhyanalinga can becomes overwhelming when there is not many people.

When it is so overwhelming, when any situation is overwhelming, a natural reaction of a human being would be to close up. This is because humans spend their whole lives being concerned about their survival.

If they enter a situation which is overwhelming, their defence mechanism just closes them up. They create a cocoon of protection that doesn't allow the external to enter. When people come to the Dhynalinga, they tend to close themselves instead of opening themselves, because it is too overwhelming.

So, we r just doing a nadha, or a sound. To listen to the sound, u open urself. The moment u open urself, the energies begin to work; it's just a trick. Every moment could be like that, but most people don't have that receptivity.

Soul
Amazing. I was just wondering why I couldn't relate to Dhyanalinga. Infact I avoided going there. When I first went in, I was asked to be in total silence...so I learned to switched on my control mode..and decided this is not a place for me to be open. I have went to Ashram a few times, but I don't have the urge to go to Dhyanalinga.

Only recently I can go to Dhyanalinga, and that is sitting near a small door that allows wind to come in, I felt I can breathe easier. Dhyanalinga has always been overwhelming to me. I find Linga much more soothing.

Soul
Just finished chatting with Z. As if we didn't break up for nearly 2 months.
He told me he checked out my website article to get update. I knew my website is under his Fav tab.
Alas he shared his other biz is not picking up and he will focus back on his own biz, on sales. He is now getting loan to expand his biz. He will get one or two staff and he focus on getting sales. I am glad he is on the right track.

When he is talking about shortage of money, a scary tot came. I wanted to loan him 50k. Father, why these days I keep on wanting to give out money. The other day offer to C and then tot of sponsoring S and now to give loan to Z.

But if he said no money, then why come up with 30k to pay for his expensive car. So, my 50k to him seems bit pointless. I pulled back myself. Father, I am really going towards Philanthropist card. I shared with Z the scary tot. Father, I felt freed.
As usual, he said he was only joking. I told him I knew that he preferred to be the Provider. Aiyah, the messages continues. Father, the connection is still there. Anyway, when he read the article, he will know we r off. I am letting him go.

Mystic Musing
Dhyanalinga is a mixture, a concoction of pure awareness and madness, the peak of that, the highest mixture, a cocktail. In future, if one day, some realised beings who are very sensitive come to that place and access the Dhyanalinga the way it really is, they will go crazy with laughter. Because that is how it is created.
It is so dead serious on one level and sheer madness on another. It was built like that, slowly. It is life-sustaining in one way. It is like-taking in another way. If people can really access the way the Dhyanalinga has been created, if they can really see it, they will just go crazy with laughter.

Soul
Father, what a coincidence. Today I just finished reading Mystic Musing and today I ended the 2 months silence between Z and I. We finally talked after nearly 2 months.

Such irony...i used to avoid going to Dhyanalinga cos I was afraid of laughing..and then I managed to close up...and I didn't want to go anymore...alas Dhynalinga is the place for me..