I am Fear ...

Nov 18

Don't polish Your Ignorance - Sadhguru
U r fear in many ways. If u ask me, u r fear itself. It is just that by making certain arrangements in life u try to keep fear beneath the surface. When ur arrangements do not work, it pops up, isn't it?

So, fear is also naturally there in every aspect on the spiritual path. It is very natural. If u r aware of the fear, then it is good. It is good that u r aware that u have fear before taking the next step and still u do not succumb to that fear.

Soul
I have fear that others knows of my blog. But I also know if others don't know, how can I share my learnings with others.
And if they don't know me, how can they accept my learnings.
 It is a chicken and egg. The other day when a new meditator said he stumble into a blog dated 2009 and he saw me. For a moment, I was frightened that he found out about my blog and then I calm down once I knew he is referring to Isha blog. What a relief!

So, now I m going to open up. I don't know what is the outcome but I knew I need to do it, the first step of taking myself out of this dilemma situation of wanting to share my learning but yet don't want others to know of my blog.

Sadhguru
Now to overcome this and to continue walking the path, there is one most essential thing u must have and that is commitment.

This is the only way u can rise beyond ur limitations and fears. Otherwise every step when fear comes, u will ask urself, "Should I really do this? No, do I really need this?"

U must be willing to drop ur wall. The rest will happen by itself. So ur commitment is that u r pulling down the walls consciously all the time.

Soul
I will commit. I have started the ball rolling by sharing with Z.

I have taken a pay cut to have 3 days week so I can do my 'sharings' and I am committed to make it work. I don't know what will happen. But I know my avenues of sharing has opened.