Loud Shoonya..

Nov 27 eve

Father, I wrote the email to both parties (both current and ex-boss/client). There is no reply from both of them. My judge came in and try to budge me. But I replied, "Well, even if I failed, I know I have put up a fight".  My team be fine. And we have to keep it. But let's see.

Just now Shoonya went in deep. My mouth start to form animal like sound. As if releasing my past. I also did Samyama. Towards the end, I suddenly tot of using opening invocation of sahana vavatu and suddenly, I followed up with guru pooja. This is a first time for me.

Sadhguru
Right now u r in this kind of childish behaviour that if situations around u r unpleasant, u will also become unpleasant. There is no intelligence in this. Especially if the situations around u r unpleasant, is it not all the more important that u be pleasant within urself.

Soul
Had a tot of SS, he has not been responding to emails recently. I will try to call him on Thursday. He is Queen of Diamond and Three of Clubs or was it Three of Spades. My Mars card is Three of spades and Three of Clubs. So, maybe this period is him. I was worried about renovation, reinstatement, revenue forecast, all due me seeking approval from him.