Feeling more at ease..

Nov 8

Father, body woke up at 5 am but I slept back cos today is off day. Woke up at 7 am. Did suria, it was not easy. But I did get my feet straight together during mountain pose.
Shakti was fine and shambavi too. I was laughing loads towards the end. It has been awhile now. And my body was moving in the end.

When I was doing my practices, a call came. I was hoping it from Z. And tots came running in. I knew yday was a momentarily weakness as I was on menses, emotionally unstable. Anyway, I am fine today.

Yday, D also shared she went off track and now find it so back to get back. So, our sharing is similar. I like her, she is accepting her western genes and she now looks more western.

Four of Hearts
U r feeling fulfilled.

Soul
Today is true. Father, it is quite uncommon for me to have Four of Hearts, I am glad for a rest.

Father, I finally wrote the last article on Z and I. I send it to him. I told him I called but no response. I didn't expect him to call me back when I was on the line with M. Anyway, I don't want to call back. My article says all. I accepted the ending. He knows why I didn't return call. My dreams of us has ended.

Suddenly a tot came. Z and I started when I wrote and send him our first article and now ended with me sending our last article to him.

When he received my mail, he called me back immediately. But I was engaged on the line with SL and I was not prepared to talk to him. So, I didn't even return call....