Completion...what a release

Nov 28 eve
Father, great news. My regional boss also wants me to release payroll services. And he wants it to be done asap. He doesn't want them to use our system also. He asked me why I so nice to offer my services when they r not willing to pay. I told him its because I need to sweeten the deal so they take it out asap.

Now that I know I got my boss support, I don't have to seek E's agreement to take back payroll. I now have authority to give back. My tie with ex company ends. I got Nine of Spades today.

At first I was bit worried about S's reaction. But later I tot that she too will act on it too. Besides, her Finance cum Payroll person is in and there is also a HR manager. And J can recruit a contract payroll person asap.

Ninth letter
Laughter is a conscious impulse which ripples across ur skies, from one planet to another

Soul
Now reading Sadhguru's book. He talks about judging situations and not people.

Knowledge means ur impression of things, ur reading of the world, not the way the world is. The more knowledge u have the less u experience. So, when it comes to life, do not gather knowledge; experience it the way it is right now.

Once u judge something as good or bad, attachment comes in. U r naturally drawn to and get attached to, what you consider good. Everything that u consider bad, u repel, and negative emotions flow. 

Once u get attached to something, once ur intellect get attached to something, it get distorted. It cannot see anything the way it is.

So the most important thing that human being needs to do is keep his intellect free from all identifications. 

Soul
This is similar to my The Fool card.
I called Z but no response. He is in my prayer daily. So, no need to shut him off. If I want to call, do it.