It is difficult to go back to spiritual path after detour (2)

Oct 29 Aft

Father, I want to go back to my practices. Then a tot came. Here I keep on saying I don't want to go back to Z. Mmm, wonder any link there.

My difficulty to not to go back to Z is the same as my difficulty to go back into hata.

Wow, at least payroll process to work on. Perhaps good that M is not that capable and hence we need to have a good process. And I know we be back at top form.

Seventh Letter
If when travelling, u leap out of the window on glimpsing verdant valleys or exciting cities offering pleasures of some sort, and go wandering into highways and byways far removed from the journey u had originally undertaken, u will find it very difficult to resume that original journey.

First of all, u will have to go through a cleansing of the lower consciousness energies absorbed during ur jaunts into other areas of interest. This may take a long time and u may have to go through other painful experiences to enable u to go through the necessary cleansing of ur consciousness again.

Everything u do in life, u r either moving forward spiritually or moving into areas of consciousness detrimental to ur search and long term journey towards higher levels of spiritual consciousness. U never escape the processes of consciousness nor from the inexorable working of the Law of Existence. U cannot put ur life on hold as u dodge off to have a little fling which u think won't matter.

Soul
I deviate from when I decide to join new company. When I went for career instead of spiritual devt.