Being professional in my personal relationships

Sept 24 aft

Resolution
Thunderbolt
The card shows a tower being burned, destroyed, blown apart. A man and a woman are leaping from it not because they want to, but because they have no choice. In the background is a transparent, meditating figure representing the witnessing consciousness. 

You might be feeling pretty shaky right now, as if the earth is rocking beneath your feet. Your sense of security is being challenged, and the natural tendency is to try to hold on to whatever you can. But this inner earthquake is both necessary and tremendously important - if you allow it, you will emerge from the wreckage stronger and more available for new experiences. 

After the fire, the earth is replenished; after the storm the air is clear. Try to watch the destruction with detachment, almost as if it were happening to somebody else. Say yes to the process by meeting it halfway.

Soul
Just now, was pondering over to announce the sannidhi initation to group chat.
I wonder how others will see me, or whether I got the authority to do so.
Then, I just do it.
Father, I feel reborn today.
No more.
From these day onward, my professionalism will shine through in all my personal dealings.
Being objective of myself and others is the key.
Once I am objective, subjectivity subsides; I won't take things personally. I won't be scared to show up as myself, even if I am afraid that others may not accept me.
Like Sadhguru said, if you are on receptivity path, others can't understand and won't accept, will avoid me. So be it.