Osho Tarot card - Breakthrough

Oct 2 eve


The Issue
Integration
The conflict is in man. Unless it is resolved there, it cannot be resolved anywhere else. The politics is within you; it is between the two parts of the mind. The eagle and the swan are both beings of flight and majesty. The eagle is the embodiment of power and aloneness. The swan is the embodiment of space and purity, gently floating and diving, upon and within the element of the emotions, entirely content and complete within her perfection and beauty. 

We are the union of eagle and swan: male and female, fire and water, life and death. The card of integration is the symbol of self-creation, new life, and mystical union; otherwise known as alchemy.

Soul
Was on dilemma over sister and nephew issue. Alas, once I know my intention is clear, I proceed to give my input eventhough I am afraid of 'rejection'.
Also knowing about my personality of INFJ and the readings from the Spiritual Astrology by Jan Spiller on Sun in Cancer and Mercury in Cancer, coupled with Ascendant in Gemini; I took the plunge.

.2. Internal Influences that you are unable to see
Past lives
The real point is to see and understand the karmic patterns of our lives, and their roots in an endless repetitive cycle that traps us in unconscious behavior. 

This is a wake-up call; the events in your life are trying to show you a pattern as ancient as the journey of your own soul.

Soul
My real issue is fear of rejection.
I especially feared rejection from my family and hence I am private to my family.
My friends knows more about me than my family.
Of course, my acquaintance knows me even less.

3. External influences of which you are aware

Trust
Don't waste your life for that which is going to be taken away. Trust life. If you trust, only then can you drop your knowledge, only then can you put your mind aside. And with trust, something immense opens up. Then this life is no longer ordinary life, it becomes full of God, overflowing.

Soul
Exactly my journey this week.
Sister opens up.

4. Whats needed for resolution?

Breakthrough


It is the greatest adventure in life to go through a breakdown consciously. It is the greatest risk because there is no guarantee that the breakdown will become a breakthrough. All of us occasionally reach a point when "enough is enough." At such times it seems we must do something, anything, even if it later turns out to be a mistake, to throw off the burdens and restrictions that are limiting us. If we don't, they threaten to suffocate and cripple our very life energy itself. 

If you are now feeling that "enough is enough," allow yourself to take the risk of shattering the old patterns and limitations that have kept your energy from flowing. In doing so you will be amazed at the vitality and empowerment this Breakthrough can bring to your life.

Soul
Yes..it happened.
Perhaps thats why open up more to Sannidhi

5. Resolution
The Master
Beyond mind, there is an awareness that is intrinsic, that is not given to you by the outside, and is not an idea -- and there is no experiment up to now that has found any center in the brain which corresponds to awareness. The whole work of meditation is to make you aware of all that is "mind" and disidentify yourself from it.


Soul
Earlier this afternoon, I felt 'rejected' but I didn't react. Infact didn't' want to go there.
Later she drop by and give me the information instead.
Truly a case of I need take things personally.