Sadhguru's Sannidhi in my room

Oct 2

The sannidhi still in the box and energy is great. Feels like I have my own personal Dhynalinga. Had a great time with Shrine yesterday, thanks to Sannidhi.

I was bit worried on whether I can sleep. Alas, when I go to bed, laughter burst out as soon as my body lie down. I laugh loads for quite some time and then sleep. Woke up fresh at 3.55 am.

Did Bhuta Shuddi, went in deep. I was reluctant to end it.
Angamardhana was good. Shakti was okay too. Shambavi was good. Such contented silence as if I m in Dhynalinga. Wish I can stay longer.

To me Dhynalinga is Sadhguru in his most intense form.

Father, everything coming into place.

Pluto in 4th house by Jan Spiller
Path to self mastery
Ceasing to control others' feelings to protect ur vulnerability  frees u to operate from a stable position. This vantage points empowers u to express and share from the integrity of ur deepest sensitivities.
Selfless commitment to recognising and exposing ur awareness of the realm of feelings leads u past ur greatest fears and into self mastery.
The environment in which u meet the challenge for personal transformation - ur home and family.

Soul
First breakthrough at home was the set up of shrine by Dhynalinga yantra accidentally purchased on my behalf by A a year ago.  Then followed by me buying Gudi early this year as my connection with her has deepen and its with her I can be vulnerable and released all my pent up emotion.
Alas now purchased Sannidhi and my shrine is complete. Two years ago when I saw the sannidhi I keep asking others to buy cos I tot can't keep such shrine since I m not Indian. Was also worried how my family will see me.
Alas breakthrough in home. Creating the beautiful bedroom I wanted three years ago and then create the sanctuary space with shrine now. Next year I will expand my room.

Now with breakthrough on second sister. Everything coming into place.

My greatest breakthrough will be home and family. Coincidentally now that I open up to home and family I m able to be more open with friends. Sharing without fear.

My fav vocabulary is rejection. Si's fav vocabulary is guilt.

My fear of being rejected kept me from showing up. What's the alternative of rejection? Acceptance.
Sannidhi is home to me.