Seven of Hearts - slowly evolving

Oct 12

Woke up around 5 am and then sleep back. Then had a scary dream of being chased by a guy with black magic. He was trying to take over my mind. I hold strong and ran off. Later found some people to take me back to a safe place but as we were going, suddenly I sense the black magic and I asked the guy in motorbike to reverse and go another way.
The alarm woke me up, still have the feeling of fear. Lie down and calm myself down for five minutes. Took a quick shower before Bhuta Shuddi.
Had my morning walk, two cycle of walk with five round of staircase.


Oct 12 aft
Today card in Neptune
My Daily Card
The Seven of Hearts

The Seven of Hearts indicates that whatever time this card appears could be marked by many challenges in love and feelings in your close relationships. The Seven of Hearts can manifest as betrayal by those we love. In any case, we will be tested to see just how attached we are to others being a certain way.

Seven, being a highly spiritual number, promises success in love if you try a new approach and adopt a more selfless or unattached attitude. If we can allow others to be who they are and not place so many demands upon them, we not only become more aware of their true personalities, but also we allow ourselves the freedom to be just who we are and experience just how it feels to be free of fear and attachment. Many high spiritual experiences have occurred while a seven was present

Soul
the old me would not have welcome this card.
The new me just see this as indication that I need to reaffirm my view of others and myself.
Letting others be them so I too can be myself.
Amen

 Oct 12 eve
My best Sathsang ever

It was a surprise indeed. I tot with Sannidi at my home, Sathsang will no longer be that important. To my surprise I has the best Sathsang today. The special meditation I have never really got into was amazing. I truly created myself new today.

My head is bit painful with so much swinging.