Sweet contentment in sadhana

Sept 18

Woke up 4 am upon alarm. Instead of jumping out of bed. I took time to stretch my body. Feeling bit tired as only 5 hours sleep. Just did 15 min session with shrine yesterday.
Don't feel like working. But I know work provides me the financial security that I need.

Did Bhuta Shuddi followed by cat stretch. My right knee bit painful during cat stretch.
Angamardhana was not great. Forward bend not easy. Hero posture I was singing followed by silence.
I managed to do Surya Kriya today with both feet on ground for the four mountain pose. But more strenuous due to stiff shoulders. So I did a quick Shavasana.
Breathing meditation was lovely. Such sweet contentment. The gate for neighbour opened and by right I should now start for Shakti. For a moment tot of just doing breathing.
Shakti was good. Very little tots as I went in deep into Kapala Bhakti. I was laughing and singing after every Kapala Bhakti.
Did an abridged Shambavi. Toward the end such sweet contentment. Wish I could sat longer. I finished my practices at 7.15 am.
The sweet contentment stay through in my drive to work.
Amen.

Y told me that sannidhi will elevate my sadhana. Forget to tell him that I m getting sannidhi not for the sadhana but cos sannidhi is home. I felt I am truly home with Sannidhi.

Moon in Taurus
U associate having a strong financial base with emotional security and ease.
Because u are accustomed to accumulation, u can have difficult time of letting go of anything, even things that hold u back. This can impede the flow of money coming into ur life. U actually create poverty consciousness in ur life.

Ur lesson is to learn to trust the Universe and be open to the flow of money coming in and out of ur life. U can do this by not focusing so intensely on ur 'financial' or (value) restriction and by being simply open to try universe blessing u with prosperity.

Soul
Two of Diamonds First karma card in Ruling.
What I learned in Kailash, whatever meant to be, will be. My RA and money issue don't know how I could have gone to Kailash but I did. What I tot was impossible did happen.
So now I tot my partner is impossible, it can happen. I wanted a partner to feel loved. Now my shrine with sadhana gave me a sweet contentment, a feeling of being loved.
So perhaps universe bringing me more than what I tot I need. Sannidhi will make me feel at home, knowing Sadhguru is with me.


Pluto in Destiny
Eight of Diamonds
This year one of ur main goals will be that of creating more money in ur life. U are desiring to have the power to make some purchases that are important to u. To acquire this power, u will have to change ur behaviour and possibly ur attitudes about money.
This card indicates that u need a fixed and determined set of values. That is, u need to get perfectly clear about what u want and why u want it. Once u are clear about what u want, then u can devote urself to a single-minded pursuit of those financial goal. This kind of dedication always brings success, but since this is the Pluto card, it is likely that acquiring these qualities will be challenging will be challenging at times and cause u to make fundamental changes in the way u approach money, work and finances.
Ur result card will tell u more about this financial power u seek or will point to a person in ur life who is closely connected to it.

Affirmation
I create the financial prosperity to purchase the thing that I want and deserve. I focus all my values into one powerful stream of "wealth energy.

Moon in Taurus
Due to past lives of physical sensitivity and indulgence, u have a strong physical desires for sensuality, touching and physical contact. Once again u are learning to accept the natural healthiness of ur needs and be open to having them fulfilled by others.

Soul
That's what Z and I have in common.
But while I want the physical I also want to mental and emotional.
So for now go for more massages help me.