Sadhguru - love is just sweetness of your own emotion

Sept 21
Today woke up at 6.30 am upon alarm, jump out of bed from my dream. Feeling bit groggy, but body is fine, thanks to yesterday midnight time with Sannidhi.
Did Bhuta Shuddi..drown in the contentment....wish I could stay longer..
My two feet is stil stiff, right sole is hurting. Only Skechers soft sole works for me.
At first plan for just 2 cycle of walk, no staircase.
During the first cycle, I was walking very slowly, can feel the tenderness of my sole. Just walking and chatting with mom, nice.
We split after 2/3 cycle as I went up the slope and she walked down.
Connecting with nature, got back my strength, easily walked 2 cycles and even go for staircase, did 4 rounds of staircase..feels good.

Did my Shoonya after shower. After Shoonya, a tot came, do your writing on the Cancer in Sun. Yes, that's a major breakthrough. Amen.


My Daily Card in Neptune
The Two of Clubs

The Two of Clubs means conversation, communication, sharing ideas and cooperation on a communication level. However, it is also known as the card of fear and arguing. When it is present you may feel compelled to talk to others and to establish lines of communication.

Look deeper into yourself and you may discover an inner conflict between your desire to be alone and to be with others. Talking to others may shed more light on who you are. Just make sure that you are being honest with yourself.

Soul
this is Neptune, sharing my stories.

Just done up my story. Feels fulfilled.

Sadhguru
What you are referring to as love is basically the sweetness of your emotion. If you look at this carefully, naturally your innermost longing is to be free of every human being on the planet, to be free of everything so that you can be just the way you want to be.
Once a human being becomes more aware of his own nature, he begins to experience love, blissfulness and ecstasy. Even to experience orgasmic ways of life, you actually don’t need anybody. If you just sit here, you can make it happen within yourself because after all, it’s your body, it’s your mind, it’s your emotion, it’s your chemistry and you are the one who is creating all the experiences of your life. So, if it’s self-created, right now, if you sit here, would you choose to maintain the sweetness of your mind, body, emotion and energy or would you like something bitter?

Sadhguru: So you would naturally be loving. When you see a man and a woman, you are talking about a relationship. There are different aspects to it – social, physical, psychological or an economic angle to it. We form relationships with a variety of people in our lives. You have business relationships, personal relationships and professional relationships. We form relationships basically to fulfill certain types of needs or to fulfill somebody else’s needs, whichever way it is. But what you refer to as love is just the sweetness of your emotion. You can use another person to stimulate that within you.


Soul
Thats my daily sweet contentment with the shrine.
Just love my Self and my Shrine.
Truly a relationship in love and now cemented further by Sannidhi.
Finally accepted my true relationship with my Sadhguru. Amen.