Sannidhi truly deepens sadhana

Oct 8

Woke up 3.52 am, from a dream. Bit groggy but fine.
My left feet can't lift up high and left back ankle still feels tight.
I am surprised that I can do Angamardhana. The left leg was truly tight. Better after Sadhana.
After the silence Dhyna, I went into deep silence. Didn't want to wake up to do Surya Kriya and also want to give my left leg a rest. Did a long breathing meditation.
Shakti was awesome with quite easy Kapala Bhakti, somehow it happens on its own. I did 150 times per cycle. And the most amazing thing is that I sat through the whole Shakti, need not have to rest. That itself is a miracle. I have started Shakti since 2009 and it has never happen before.
So Y's msg that sannidhi deepens sadhana is true. Never expect this. I feel the energy in the room similar to energy in Kathmandu.

Not sure where I am heading but I m contented. I found my true home.

Lunar in Scorpio
When u connect with the power within u and learn to let go with ur natural inborn flow, u will find that the universe does support u and there is good in the world - and in u. That is what u are here to learn: discovery and belief in ur own goodness.

U are also learning to stop projecting  ur goodness outward by looking for someone to believe in. As u learn to support and trust urself by being true to ur own sense of goodness, u can begin to construct ur own boundaries and contain ur own energy.
This gives u the freedom to be more trusting of those around u, since it eliminates the need to give away ur power. Now when u support others it will be because you want to not because you have to.

Soul
Mmm. Like now I only volunteer when I truly want to. I m conscious of my choice. Even when there is an urge to volunteer I will ask myself "why" I want to.
Amen