Harmony

Oct 11 aft 1

Yesterday watching the drama show; there was a gal who is heartbroken as her love was not returned. She was so depressed. The old me would have felt it. The new me can see how she feel but now know there is a way out. The rejection was all in her mind, her contribution of love was also hers.

Guess this indicate the final acceptance on Z. No more unmet feelings.

Osho tarot
Harmony
The experience of resting in the heart in meditation is not something that can be grasped or forced. It comes naturally, as we grow more and more in tune with the rhythms of our own inner silences. The figure on this card reflects the sweetness and delicacy of this experience. The dolphins that emerge from the heart and make an arc towards the third eye reflect the playfulness and intelligence that comes when we are able to connect with the heart and move into the world from there. Let yourself be softer and more receptive now, because an inexpressible joy is waiting for you just around the corner. Nobody else can point it out to you, and when you find it you won't be able to find the words to express it to others. But it's there, deep within your heart, ripe and ready to be discovered.

Soul
This was my last week Osho tarot's card.
Have never really truly experience this in the water.
This is it, this was the harmony that I felt with the water today while swimming.
Instead of my usual fear, I felt connected with the water, I felt in harmony with it.
There were no gasp to reach the destination, just slowly breathing in the water and then slow arching my back and take a breathe before going into water.

Yesterday I tot of getting a massage today but after the swim, all the muscle loosen on the shoulder, no longer need a massage.

Sz messaged me and I told her that pool is like Teethakoon to me, she said these days everything is like ashram to me.
True..just as I said Kailash and Lake Manasoravar is like ashram to me.
And now my room feels like ashram too.