Mercury in Cancer and Moon in 11th house - fear of losing emotional validation and need security in peers, double whammy

Sept 22 aft

Not sure why but suddenly feel edgy this morning. Firstly the change of date of sannidhi. I wouldn't have reacted if Y hasn't informed me that its auspicious. Then found out Sannidhi pic can't be changed. That's the one I don't like.

Truly not myself today. Just ordered rum and raisin nitrogen liquid ice cream, doesn't taste that good.

Moon in Taurus
Key - money and going with the flow.

Soul
Yes, felt bad that Pa is coming by bus instead of flight. But it cause 500 for him to fly domestic. I am already contributing for the transport. Can't afford another expense. But can I? I can afford to but I already spending more than I budgeted for sannidhi. Truly don't want to spend more this year especially after Kailash trip.

Soul
Yes, my emotional security is in accumulation of money, emotional validation, physical comfort and sensuality. Perhaps that's why I wanted a permanent partner.

Moon in 11th house
The nurturing you need to feel emotionally satisfied comes through spending time with ur peers.
Regardless of family and work, to feel satisfied u will need to allot time with ur friends or in a group activity that are geared towards humanitarian values.

Soul
No wonder I was so torn. On one hand I don't like the overwhelming burden of leading local Isha but I love the family of Isha. That's why I hold on for so long.
Now I know I love the family and need only to involve myself in being in the events. I need not be coordinating not organising.  Last Saturday I went and I enjoy myself with the family.

Mercury in Cancer
Unconscious
Fear - losing ur emotional connection with others.
Result - your rational mind can be dominated almost entirely by moods, feelings and emotions. This inadvertently forces others to respond with either sympathetic indulgence or overt rebuff.
Indulging in communications that demand the sympathy of others may expose you to unnecessary rejection.

Conscious
When you focus on being aware of the sensitivities of others as well as ur own, ur ability to communicate goes beyond words.
U can then reach out emotionally, sensitively and empathetically in ways that are a true reflection of ur caring for others.

Soul
These days I finally acknowledged it. I m a feeler. Finally the Sun in Cancer is out.

There are some friends that I know I can't. Part of me didn't like the needy part. But it is me too. Better let it come out than to suppress it.

Mmm, same advice as per Sun in Cancer.

Mercury in 2nd house
Ur thinking becomes clear when u focus on ur own needs to feel comfortable.
U have ur natural sense of practical perception and the special ability to communicate in ways that bring about tangible results.