Sadhguru - in spiritual path, madness must happens

Sept 17
Woke up before 6 am, with some pain on left shoulder.
Slept back and wake up at 7 am.

Yesterday night, just sitting with my shrine is so good. Such contentment, can feel the energy. So thankful for my Shrine, looking forward to Sannidhi.

Did Bhuta Shuddi, followed by singing guru pooja. Left knee is nearly healed and right knee still bit stiff. But no pain during the whole 3 hours of practices.
Can do all of Angamardhana. In the hero posture, at first was singing, and then I was crying again. Crying for my aloneness. Later calmness set in
On Surya Kriya, can do the first mountain pose with both feet on the ground. But can't stretch myself to lie down. So, let go of Surya Kriya, don't want to stress my shoulders.
Breathing was lovely...so nice the energy. There was no pain on the knees.
Shakti was okay, but energy is good.
These days, less distraction..which means I am mostly in the meditative zone.
Mmm, when I am in the meditative zone, less tots.
Shambavi was good. Towards the end, silence followed by singing

On the property development investment, spoke to an expert, T, a former colleague. He too said L has been pestering for him to buy. But he said those investment not tangible, high risk, not within his control, can't sell out. He said better lower return, invest in own country but at least tangible, So, decision made. If L called me again, we tell her I am sorry but I am not keen anymore as I too can see the high risk.

Was updating my blog and saw this:
Of Mystics and Mistakes
It is extremely important if we want to walk the spiritual path that we learn to keep the mind and emotion in a certain level of stability and let the rest of it go utterly crazy.  If madness does not happen, then there is nothing new happening; we have not broken anything.
What we called "mad" is someone who has become different. He has crossed the barriers. Usually madness happens when he somehow breaks what u cannot break. When the logical part of u goes away, u are mad. And if that doesn't goes away, u will never know moments of ecstasy, u will never know moments of love, u will never know moments of utter peace.
If that part doesn't go away, u will not know meditation, u will not know dance, u will not know music.
U will only know body and mind.
If something beyond has to happen, somehow the logical thinking has to go.

When there is no logic, when there is nothing, everything flows through you. Whatever had to happen in this existence, it has to flow through u. U become the gateway. If u r willing, if u have the inclination, everything is within ur grasp.

Soul
I think Kailash did the final break.
Now the energy just flow through.