Mars in Libra (false harmony)

Sept 24 eve 1

Mars in Libra
Asleep tendency.
Alienating others by manipulating their responses in an aggressive way that produces false harmony.

Results
U may demand ur version of harmony by behaving as u think others want you to and expecting them to act as u want in exchange.
U may subtly compete with others to see who can be the most harmonious person and thus VICTIMISE YOURSELF by continually demanding that others act fairly.
U lose energy when u hold others responsible for creating justice and cooperation in ur world and when disruption occurs, blaming them for disharmony.

Soul
True.
Disliked it most when others act unfair, forcing me to assert myself.
This recent case on the purchase of Isha item, I didn't know she don't have enough money.
On the transportation costs I know they too don't have money, alas I worked out deal on advance payment.
Anyway, now reading this I go back door and asked the other business partner instead. At least get it off my chest instead of keeping it inside.


Mars in Libra
Conscious expression
Awake leadership
Actively, responsibly and directly initiating social interaction on the basis of personal integrity.
When u ask others what it is they want from the relationship and honestly share what u want, u are then able to create harmony based on truth.
Then u gain energy by experiencing urself as the source of harmony or disharmony in ur interactions

Soul
Yes, problem applying this with Z. With Y, I did.

Mars in Fifth house
U regain strength and energise urself by becoming involved in a creative project that opens ur heart.
Having fun energises u. Ur ability for assertion and accomplishment is connected to ur ability for artistic, dramatic and creative expression.

Soul
Still haven't find this outlet.